Thursday, June 2, 2011

I'm back...

I haven't blogged in over two years. I have no idea what happened and why I stopped. I used to love coming on here and ranting and venting about shit. I know I was not in a happy place back then. Everything was falling apart and falling on top of me. I was such a wreck for such a long time I did not know what to do with myself anymore. I seriously contemplated suicide. I wanted to just disappear. Between 2005 and 2009 I had to do so many things just to stay afloat with myself. For a couple of years there I had to use my vacation time to turn myself in at the county jail because I had all these probation violations. I was supposed to be getting sober and not drink at all but I really couldn't stop. I got into one bad relationship after the other. It wasn't until I met Connie Costa and did her program Get the Life You Deserve did I realize how much of my life I was really wasting away.
I went through her program and discovered my passion for comedy as well as solidified my passion for writing. Now I write all the time, I perform every so often and I do more work on myself then ever before. I discovered the amazing philosophy of Leadership From Choice Seminars aka LivingFromChoiceSeminars.com and my life has changed considerably. I can not imagine what my life would be like if I had not found Living From Choice. Actually, I rather not imagine because I am pretty sure I would still be spinning my tires feeling sorry for myself and blaming everyone else without taking responsibility for my self and my actions.
Now I feel more empowered, I love myself more and I am always looking to bring more and more of my friends in to the work because of how great it has worked for me.
I am also working on my first script to get my show on television and I know that I am going to have it very soon, before the year is over, soon! And I can't wait to be able to work from home or wherever I want to work from. Cause writing can be done from anywhere.
I'm sooo excited about my life finally falling exactly where I want it to, all over the place. That means I can do anything I want, whenever I want, with whomever I want at whatever time I want. And I am going to share it with whomever I want. I love being this creative and this alive!
Welcome to the rest of my life!!

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